Worst...Ending...EVER!!!

Greetings,

There is about a half-hour left in April 2008, and I have to say I can't wait for it to be over. Since my last post, the following has occurred:

I turned 30.

I was told that my appeal to overrule the corporate rule that prohibited me from being awarded a full-time, permanent position at the bank was denied.

The next day, I was escorted out of the bank by security - without an explanation.

Due to the lack of explanation, I became paranoid to the point of asking my friend, a law enforcement officer, to run a background check on me to make sure that there is not some felon out there with my name who is affecting my ability to get a job. (FYI, my record is still clean as a whistle).

I spent Thursday night and all of Friday with a monster case of the flu.

I spent all day Sunday caring for my wife, who caught my monster case of the flu.

I contacted several other lawyers, and the ACLU, none of whom want to touch my case with a ten foot pole.

On the bright side, I did register for the math class I need to complete in order to be eligible for the electrician apprenticeship, and I did get another temp job, working for the state, that will last me for another month.

I feel so beaten down.

I am trying very hard to stay positive, but it's getting tougher and tougher. I feel like there is just no real justice in the universe. As much as I hate to admit it, I do feel victimized, and it seems like there is nobody out there who is willing to help me fight back.

I am just worn out, and it seems like right now I am working harder and harder for less and less reward. I don't feel like I can muster any positive energy to throw out there, so maybe I can borrow some. If you happen to have an excess of positivity, please send some out there with my name on it - prayers, well-wishes, etc. -I'll take whatever I can get.

Thanks for reading,

I am the Reverend Humpy and I have approved this message.